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Either way, if you know, you know. I had a hysterectomy back in December, the very very top of December of last year. And that was the best decision ever. Let me put that out there.

Best decision I ever made. I don’t want no kids. Like, I’m good. I was ready to get that uterus out.

First hinge — the promise she made to herself: “I’m never going through that pain again.”

Oo, okay. So she don’t even want kids. She got a hysterectomy. I know my auntie, she’s older now, like damn near her 60s, but she had to get one not too long ago, but she already had my cousin. So okay, she decided to get hers kind of early. She doesn’t look too old.

And thanks be to God, it’s gone. So when you have a hysterectomy, you don’t have periods no more and stuff like that. Correct.

Y’all like my new background? It’s nothing back there. I think it was either a 6-week or 8-week checkup. I don’t remember exactly, but I had that checkup and the doctor said everything was looking well.

The stitches or whatever seemed to be healing properly and all of the things. And I asked her how long it would be before I was able to do physical activity.

Now, mind y’all, when I mentioned physical activity, I was talking CrossFit, Pilates, like jogging, you know, working my body in that kind of way, right? I was not thinking about intercourse.

I was not thinking about hunching basically because I don’t have to get that all the time like that. But you know, the physical part.

She said, “Oh, you should be good.” I think she said 12 weeks. If I’m not mistaken, it was like 12 weeks. So I’m like, “Okay, bet.”

So that happened. And fast forward, I’m going to try not to make this too long, but fast forward to March 15th.

Again, I was not thinking about sex when I mentioned physical activity at all. But if you’ve been following me long enough, you know the last couple of months I had been dealing with lust.

I was hot and ready like Little Caesars. And I was ready to jump on a bone. I’m just gonna say what it is. I’m transparent.

Let’s go. Ain’t nothing wrong with that.

And I would never do a stranger, somebody I didn’t know. So right. Both of the guys — it was just one guy, but the options were two men. It was actually three.

But men I knew, I’ve known for like 10 plus years. Like know them, know them. So again, no strangers will be crushing my candy. I don’t play like that.

Either way, so it was March 15th, a day I would never forget. And it’s crazy ’cause I ended up crying in this lady’s office. Like I was re-traumatized.

Anyway, let me get to the point. It was March 15th, a day I would never forget. So he didn’t even come on to me. It was me being hot like I was at the time.

So Tony Gaskins has this thing where he’s like, “You can say you got homeboys or male friends or male best friends, but I can almost guarantee they want to — if they had the opportunity, they would bend you over and break that back.”

Y’all know if you listen to Tony Gaskins, he a real one. I love him.

Okay, I don’t know who Tony Gaskins is, but I agree with him. I feel the same exact way. Same exact way. And he’s 100% right. Shout out to Tony, whoever that is.

Yeah. So I’m like — I had never — he’s not unattractive, but I was never really attracted to him in that way, in a way to be trying to hump on him. But hot and ready. He was available.

And I asked a question. I said, “Hey, I have a question for you.” Text him. I said, “But I don’t want to come off weird.”

So he text right back. He was like, “No, you know what’s up? Just ask me.”

So I was like, “So Tony Gaskins said dot dot dot. Have you ever seen me like that?” I didn’t know what he was going to say, but I was ready for the answer.

He said, “Actually, yeah, I have, but I would never make the first move.”

I was like, “Oh, okay. This person is in a whole other state. I’m thinking it’s just a text. I can’t do nothing anyway. You out there. I’m fly.”

So he text me later and was like, “Hey, I’ll be in such and such city.” I don’t want to say too much ’cause somebody may put two and two together.

Like I’m a detective. I’ll be done put it — if you anything like me, you can put it together. But he said, “I’ll be in such and such city. How far are you from there?”

I said, “Oh, that’s like a couple hours, you know, whatever. What’s up? Let’s go.”

So I went out there to see him perform. And afterwards, I wasn’t even thinking about hunching, y’all. I was not. But if it happened…

But you was though.

And fellas, this is why — you know what I’m saying? You got to watch your girl, bro. Those male friends and (expletive), you got to watch them, right?

‘Cause one thing I’m noticing is girls, y’all don’t mind keeping orbiters around. Y’all will keep orbiters around or you know, friend-zone a guy who y’all be acting oblivious to this (expletive) like y’all don’t know that the guy would (expletive) you if he had the chance.

Okay, but maybe sometimes y’all do be oblivious. But the point is, imagine hypothetically if I was her boyfriend. Me and her done finally broke up.

Now, some of y’all may say, “Well, y’all broke up.” I get it. We finally broke up. Now she got three (expletive) in her phone that some of them didn’t have before and some of them, you know what I’m saying?

This is a new guy, she said, but they just cool. But he done thought about it before. And she go and goddamn get crack from one of the other (expletive) that you letting her keep in contact with, thinking y’all just cool. They just cool.

Never.

I was going to be ready and she was going to be ready too, if you know what I mean.

You stay ready.

Yes, ma’am.

But anyway, so after he performed, we were in my car talking and I ended up riding him back to his hotel. Again, I’m not thinking about — okay, we about to do something. We just talking and kiki-ing, catching up, whatever.

Nah.

It’s just no expectations, I guess. But you had in the back of your mind that (expletive) ain’t tell you he just in (expletive) wherever state y’all in for no reason. Goddamn.

He like, “(Expletive), I’m performing. How long?” That (expletive) booked the performance when she said that. That (expletive) wasn’t even thinking about going to perform at that show.

That (expletive) found a performance to go to. (Expletive) y’all talking about. The conversation came up in the car when we were talking, and this was back when I was still — and we was doing that in the car, too.

So mix that with already being hot and ready and you know, you got the trees. It’s just not a good mix. Well, it was a good mix, but it just make you want to do some things.

Going down.

So long story short, ended up in the hotel room, right? And it pretty much went down.

Let’s go.

Okay, y’all grown. You get it. So I was ready. He was ready, but it took a second for us to get to it. I’m not going to say too much about that because I’m not trying to shade nobody.

Second hinge — the number that changed everything: $3,700 for the second surgery she never planned on.

But when we did — and you know, we actually got into it — it was good until it wasn’t. Because right after it happened, I was in like the worst pain ever.

And I’m thinking like, “Yo, what the heck is happening? I haven’t felt this kind of pain since I had a uterus. Hence the reason they had to rip it out and trash it. What the heck is happening?”

I don’t think I said heck. I was probably saying something else. So I’m laying in the bed and clearly he could tell. “Okay, like, you good? I’m cool. I just need to go to the bathroom real quick.”

So I get up to go to the bathroom. I can barely walk, but I’m trying to — I’m a soldier. I’m a G. I’m trying to keep it together.

I go in the bathroom. I’m sitting on the toilet. And when I tell you the pain was not subsiding. It was no pump. The pain was kicking my behind.

So I was like, “Oh my god.” So I’m in the bathroom for like maybe 15, 20 minutes. Then after a while, him being a friend, caring a little bit, he knocked like, “Hey, you good in there?”

I was like, “Um, again, I be trying to keep it together.” But at that point, the pain was just too severe.

So I was like, “No, you’re going to have to call the ambulance. Got to call the people ’cause something’s happening.”

I couldn’t even pee. I’m not trying to be extra, but I couldn’t even pee, y’all. It was just — you know how after you do that, the first thing you do is pee? Couldn’t even pee.

So long story short, I ended up getting rushed to the ER. Imagine that. Horrible.

So he said — yo, my boy thinking like, “Yo, I done blew her back out.”

Never seen me in that space. But again, we’ve known each other. But it was a very vulnerable moment for me because it was like, “Oh my god, I’m in so much pain, y’all. It was horrible.”

So the people came, took me to the ER. Of course, they running tests, taking blood and this and that, MRI, CAT scan, whatever you call all that stuff when you go in the machine and they looking at all that.

So of course, they did the check — my girl parts — and it was a male OB-GYN. He came in and he was like, “Well, based on what you’re telling us, it sounds like — I’m mad it’s raining cats, dogs, and squirrels out here. I’m trying to wait before I start driving ’cause they drive like fools here.”

Anyway, so he was like, “It looks like — or it sounds like — the stitches were not all the way healed and that they pretty much ripped during intercourse.”

Imagine that. It had been almost 15 weeks. I’m thinking I’m good. So I’m like, “What?”

He said, “Well, we don’t know, but it sounds like that’s what it is. So if that’s the case, we’re going to have to take you immediately to the O.R. and you going to have to get them restitched.”

Mind you, Hannah was in the car right back at the hotel, but thanks be to God it wasn’t hot outside. It was actually very windy. I had a couple windows cracked. She was good.

But I had to have a surgery to get them restitched and all of that. And it was just the worst pain ever.

So that happened like late Sunday night going into Monday. And then later that week, Friday going into Saturday, I was in pain, laying on the bed like, “What the heck?” Went to the ER and I ended up having colitis.

Never had that in my life. I guess — I don’t know what the heck happened. But that’s the story, you guys. That’s what happened.

The last time I caught myself trying to jump a bone and get my candy crushed, I couldn’t even enjoy it. So that’s why I had to come back to the OB-GYN today.

She was very apologetic. She was apologizing profusely, like profusely. But I was like, “It’s okay.”

I ended up crying in there and everything ’cause it brought everything back. It was very traumatizing, but I said maybe that’s God’s way telling me to sit my behind down. Or I don’t know.

But that’s the story. I didn’t realize how traumatizing that was.

So on top of her apologizing profusely — when I say she kept apologizing — because when it first happened, I called the office, I was so upset, I was pissed off, and I expressed my anger at the time. But mind you, this is over a month ago.

So she was very apologetic to the point where she asked me if I wanted to have like a physical therapist help me with like pelvic floor exercises and if I wanted to talk to somebody because she realized how traumatizing it was.

But it’s so crazy because this is how I know that I was really traumatized. So I told you guys — I’m not all that, but there is not a shortage of men. They’ll hump anybody. You know what I’m saying?

But I had three homeboys again. All of my options — two of them I’ve never messed with. But we talked about it.

See why I can’t have my girl have (expletive) as friends? I thought she said with the two other guys — I thought there was somebody she slept with previously, but she’s saying, “Oh, well, they my homeboys and we done talked about having sex.” Damn.

Yeah, man. Don’t let your girl have male friends, my (expletive). Please.

So one of them, the one who I was really going to — we’ve been friends since like 2012. So we’ve been in each other’s lives for that long. I’m going say that.

But to the point where I was telling him, like, “At this point, you the only one I would really rock with in that way because I don’t really trust no dudes like that.”

I said — and again, this how I knew, okay, that really traumatized you. I said to him, “If we can have fun without you actually penetrating me, it’s a — I’ll take a road trip, baby. If you can do it, if we can have fun without you actually putting that thing there, ’cause it’s a lot.”

Okay, don’t say too much, but he was blessed. That’s all I’m gonna say.

Yeah, I don’t want to do that. I don’t want to do that. I want to put that thing there because I don’t give head. So I think she talking about like some head swap. I don’t give head. I don’t want to do no head swap.

He said that it’s possible and then he gave me the rundown of what he would do. I was like — this man trying to have me soul-tied. Got you. What happened? You going to do what? How you going to — what you say?

He said he going to pick you up, have you on his goddamn shoulders, and goddamn go crazy on you. You know what I’m saying? Then he going to do a 360 while he got you on his shoulders, lay you on the bed, put your legs all the way back towards the (expletive), matter of fact, boom, switch you around. Boom.

Hog tie you like the police do. You know what I’m saying? Go down from the ash crack all the way down to the (expletive) while your legs — you got to see the position that I’m in.

So she’s this way. He told her some crazy (expletive). She’s this way. You know what I’m saying? She’s this way. With legs up there, too. You know what I’m saying? He going crazy.

It was crazy. But that’s how I knew. That’s how I knew I was traumatized because I don’t even — again, I had my lustful moment. I’m over it now. But that’s how I know like, yeah, that was very traumatizing because I don’t even like — yeah, crazy, crazy.

But needless to say, I’m not going to be taking no road trip. I’m not going anywhere to get my candy crushed. But I do know that had he and I got down, he was going to take me through there.

I’m just being real with you. I know it would have been worth my while. Not worth going to hell for, but it was going to be a moment that I would have never forgotten.

And I know that ’cause we’ve never done anything again. We’ve known each other for years. Like that’s how it be.

And I know it would have been great.

Third hinge — the repeat: “He was going to take me through there, and I almost let him.”

Y’all always remember I told y’all this. It’s not just your co-workers. It’s them (expletive) as friends, too. Okay. Y’all be careful out here.

The energy, the sexual tension between us, it would have been a whole — like y’all remember on Love Jones when Larenz’s tape was in there talking on the phone or something and Nia — I think she came in the house or came in the room and she like, I don’t know, she hung up the phone and they started — or Brown Sugar like Taye Diggs and Sanaa — you know, it was going to be up.

‘Cause I wasn’t going to take no road trip just to be playing around. If I’m coming, I’m coming with it. And I know he was going to come with it, too.

I mean, we — it was going to be a whole soul tie. Lord, let me take this. I’m getting hot.

But yeah, that’s it, y’all. It was traumatizing. And she was like, “I don’t want you to live like that. I want you to be able to enjoy your life and have a great quality of life.”

And I’m like, “I get it, girl.” But I’m like, “Maybe that’s God’s way of telling me to sit my behind down.” I don’t know. But I’m not going to blame nobody. It happened. It ain’t going to happen again.

It’s cool. Like it’s okay. But I said I’m going to have a great quality of life. I’ve never been the type who has to have sex like that. Like we ain’t got to hump. We don’t got to do it like that.

Again, once a year, maybe twice.

Hell no. (Expletive) that. I’m trying to — once a year? Shout out to all my — hey, listen, though. I like girls like this. That shows y’all ain’t really super crazy hot. I like when I catch y’all like that.

Oh, when y’all tell me, “Oh, it’s been a year. It’s been two years. I ain’t did nothing in two years.” I like y’all hot and ready like that.

Let me fix my screen. Yeah, I like y’all like that.

Cool. I’m 12 months. I’m good.

That’s because y’all be having them goddamn roses and them goddamn all them toys. That’s why y’all be good, huh?

That’s how I knew. I said, “Well, if we can do it without you putting all that down there, let’s do it.” But he was going to work me.

Got to loosen that thing up. Got to loosen that thing up.

Going to let him do it.

But that’s it, y’all. The point I’m making — that’s how I know that that experience traumatized me. It traumatized the heck out of me.

And now — I don’t get the point that she was trying to make right here. That ain’t had nothing to do with getting her — not the placenta. What the (expletive) did she get out? Ovaries? What the (expletive) did she get out again?

Anyway, the vasectomy. I don’t get the point that she was trying to make here. That ain’t got nothing to do with the (expletive) vasectomy. ‘Cause she didn’t do it with him. You know what I’m saying?

So, I don’t know. Maybe I’m missing a point.

But anyway, y’all let me know what y’all think in the comments below. Shout out to all the ladies who can goddamn hold that (expletive) and not get that (expletive) out for a year or two years. You know what I’m saying?

I like when y’all bring me the (expletive) like that. You know what I’m saying? That’s the closest thing you can get to a virgin if y’all ain’t lying. You know what I’m saying?

So I like that (expletive). Bring that (expletive) to me. That (expletive) ain’t been contaminated, touched in two, three years. A year, two, three years. Let me have it. I’ll show you what to do with that (expletive).

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I’m glad that she got that situated. And hopefully she ain’t got no problems in the future.

All right. Appreciate y’all. I love y’all. I’m out. Peace.